It has been a long time since I stopped updating this space. I do not know why.

During these weeks, I thought many things which were easy to think about. The ability of critical thinking is still weak. I remember those old times I can easily tell which is bad, which is good. And now, when judging the decisions, I felt it is tough to do so. I am easily influenced by other factors, and can not focus on my own desire. And worse, it seems that I do not have a goal, or a dream. It is like, you were a flying bird but only circling in a little space.

The weaknesses are still weaknesses, and being exaggerating. Something has to be changed now.